I guess it's been a year or so...

Uh...did I say "I'm back!!" last time I was here?

Well,never mind,I have no idea if ppl still read this thing anyway.

There're tons of updates but not many that is important.I feel like I've changed a lot over years XD

1.I'm not quite into gyaru that much anymore...but still don't have money.

Then where did all my money goes to?

2D boys!! XD

I've been playing a lot of otome games lately and even own PSVita which is the first game console I bought with my own money ;w; We've just bought 3DS too but that one I have to share with my brother.

Nowadays,I play games あんさんぶるスターズ、夢色キャスト、夢王国と眠れる100の王子様...I wish I could be more active on ボーイフレンド（ 仮）andアイ★チュウ,too...but my ipod doesn't really support the latter one :(

2.I'm going to Japan again this Christmas and will stay there until 3rd Jan!!

Of course,this time there will not be just gyaru brand lucky bags but all those anime stuff they sell on Animate!!And lots,lots of temple,castle-sight-seeing.I'm always into this kidda thing anyway.

3.I'm now working for a Japanese firm located in the area I live and I'm kidda happy with my life :)

I do want to polish my Japanese skill tho,what I'm doing now does help a lot but I'm still looking for better opportunity if that thing ever come to me XD

Also,I think I'll change the layout soon since I don't feel comfortable having my face hanging up there anymore >_<

Well,maybe that's all for today.I'm looking forward to update the blog again,at least,when I'm back from Japan XDD

Hell Yeah!!!

I feel like so many things happened in just a few days!!

First,I dyed my hair black yesterday and this is how I currently look like.

No gyaru make,no circle lens,no wig.
I look so different XD

But it feels good just to be myself :)
Of course,I will still do gyaru when I feel like.

I dyed my hair black coz of professional purpose.

I believe it's one of the reason I don't get a job.

Ans it seems like I was right!!

Today I went to a job interview and they accept me immediately!!

I'll start working next Monday at Silom Galleria.

Apparently,the building consists of many jewel and accessories associate companies.

And the company I've applied for is one of them.

It's a handmade accessories and jewel company owned by a foreigner.

(I didn't ask him where he's from anyway)

It's a small company but seems like they have good working environment.

I'll be working as sales admin,it's pretty challenging since I've never tried this kind of job before.

I'm looking forward to work with them anyway :)

...not to mention that I feel relieved that I could pay for my Japan trip at the end of the year now XD

Also,my parents asked me yesterday if I want to go to China.

My family are going to visit my grandpa's homestead in Shantou.

I really want to go coz I've never met my relatives in China before.

But it seems like I can't now that I've just got a job :(

I've traveled to China once but we didn't go to Shantou and my grandpa didn't go with us.

They'll be visiting Macua,too.As I remember,the city was beautiful and I really want to go back again >_<

I guess that's all for the update.

I think I'll prepare for the next entry tomorrow coz I got something I want to review and seems like I wouldn't have too much free time once I started to work.

See you.

Confession about gyaru

Hi,I just feel like updating my blog today.

I got a strange feeling about me trying gyaru style.

I feel like I don't belong here somehow.

There's no excuse on the face structure coz I'm Asain.

Well, being an Asian,I should have done better than this.

You can see those perfect non-Japanese Asian gyaru everywhere but that's not me.

I had to admit that if I were someone else,I'd have high expectation when an Asian said she'd do gyaru style.

Actually,I never feel like being gyaru.

It's just me cosplaying gyaru...something like that.

There are few reason why I'm not an actual gyaru.

1.I don't have my nail painted or decorated.

2.I rarely use my own hair when I take picture.Most of them are wigs

3.I don't go to gyaru meetups nor belong to any gyarusa.

4.I don't live a gyaru life,it's more like a couch potato.

5.I'm not slim,I'm overweight

Now you can oppose to that whatever you want,it's just my lame excuses anyway.

I know that it doesn't apply to most ppl.

I don't know if I'm being too strict with myself.

I don't even know how I feel about myself.

I do whatever I feel like.

I quit when I quit .

It's not even about other ppl who told me I don't look gyaru enough.

I wouldn't give a damn if it was in that case.

It's all about me.

*sigh*

I feel like an emo kid now.

I kidda hate the fact that I don't belong to any category.

But hey,it's me and it's what I feel like doing. 

I'm not saying I'm gonna quit trying gyaru tho.

I love all the cute clothes and accessories.

My wardrobe is full of them and I'm not gonna sell any of it.

I just got the feeling that I will "forever trying to be gyaru" but never become an actual one.

And next,I'm going to show you gyaru pic I did today :D

.......................

Oh,how ironic posting your so-called gyaru pic after you wrote a long post complaining about it,right?

I bet I got you there.

At least I should try saying "this is my attempt on gyaru today".

But it doesn't give the impact enough so I wrote what I wrote.

I've noticed that I didn't post much about how I feel and the way I think here.

I used to wrote a lot of that kind of post when I used Exteen.

But maybe that was because I was young and naive.

If I were to hashtag myself it would be #sarcasm #trolling #antisocial #KY #swearword #moreswearword

Of course,I'm trying to be kind and nice here coz that the way they do here.

I'm not sure how nice I am if I were to measure it myself,maybe only 30% of what's shown.

Alright,I might have commented something like "Oh wow,you're so cuteeeee!!"

But I might be like "yeah,cute enough to saying I'm not lying when I said you're cute".

Basically,I just avoid praising someone if I don't think they look good.

So don't worry if you get that kind of comment.

Last but not least,I didn't say I look ugly in gyaru,did I?

I lost count of the time I admiring my 'naked face'.

So,it's normal if you think the dolled-up one is pretty.

(does that make you hate me now that I sound like an arrogant bitch?)

But if that's the way they do then go on and say

"Oh no,you are so cute,you're doing good at gyaruuuuu"

Trust me,I know what it's like when you read a blog with pic and don't know what to comment.

That might be a reason why I put up a pic here without reading the atmosphere.

Of course,I don't think this post would change anything I do.

Just sayin' :P

Are there any other negative thing about myself you wanna say but I haven't stated it?

If you got one,let me know.

Bye for now.

P.S.geez,now I don't know where my blog is heading but f**k that,I write what I want.
P.S.2 by saying 'naked face' I mean the annoying upset face I always make but maybe you don't know.

First week with new job+part time job

Finally,I get to blog about my new job!

Actually,I tried to update my blog viz my IPod yesterday but it took me too long so I just gave it up.

It's my first time working as a Japanese interpreter.

I think I've forgotten most of what I've learned already :(

Even so,after I've worked here for just 2 days,I got another phone call from another company.

They told me that I've passed their interview.

And they're offering me like 9,000THB+ more than my current salary!!

The transportation is even more convenient for me.

I was like "WTF!?"

I was so confused at that time coz I don't want to leave this company while I've just worked here for only 2 days.

But when I told my parents,they said I should quit this job go go for the higher salary one.

I've asked my friends for their advice(or maybe an excuse why I shouldn't leave now).

And finally,come up with "the higher salary = higher expectation".

Even for my current job,I think I'm not qualified as a Japanese interpreter.

But it's ok since they don't expect too much from me for the salary they pay.

Now I gotta gain a lot of exp first before I move on to a new one.

 Besides all these stuff,I think it's ok to work here for now.

Sometimes,I get to travel with my Japanese bosses.

And I'm learning other stuff other than interpreting skill,too.

...Just because I have nothing to do when my bosses leave on their own.

Here are some pics about my new job.

In front of my office building.

My office.

First day trip with bosses,I get to see the sea!!

The restaurant we stopped by while going to meet the customer. 

<3

Since I'm now working for a machinery company,I get to see a lot of machine I don't know,too XD

Here is my work desk,full of Japanese dictionary XD

For my first week,I had to work on Saturday also.

And I had a part-time job on that Sunday,too.

The job was about promoting a Japan educational event.

It's like I'm working none-stop for that week =_=;

But well,at least I got some money.

While doing part-time job.I'm making such a weird face here.

My lunch I share with my friend,takoyaki soup and pudding.

With my friend,Kei.

I guess that's it for today  XD

BTW...I'm writing my blog using the pc in my office.

That's why you don't see watermark on my pics today.

New job+gyaru attempt

After a few job interviews,I finally got a job!!

Starting tomorrow,I'll be working in a Japanese machinery firm as an interpreter.

I hope everything will be fine since I didn't graduate with Japanese major.

But yeah,the salary was ok and I could learn Japanese at the same time also :D

And also,I've already moved in my condo :D

New job,new place,I guess that what's called a 'new life'.

We got what it's needed for our condo already even the sofa and dining table haven't arrived yet.

I still need a new laptop and a good internet at my condo but I'll settle that once I got my salary.

I have some pics of what I wear to the job interview to share also.

My makeup

Outfit

I think I look somewhat OL-like...

Actually,I don't really like to wear something that looks so professional.

But it's for the job,it can't be helped.

I did what I like also.

Recently,I got stuffs I ordered delivered to me so,I decided to try it.

Maybe I should order gyaru nails to fit with this?

I think I'm more than just chubby!!

Need to go to fitness now!!

It's almost the first time that I took a pic and realized how big my bottom and legs are.

I decided to keep it since I might feel good later once I lost some weigh.

But yeah,dressing up like this and that isn't my actually life.

My life is just as simple just waking up at noon,cook what's left in the fridge doing something useless on the internet and go to bed late XD

But talking about cooking,I really love to do that!

This is what I cook for myself last night.

It supposed to be spicy seafood fried noodle or something.

I only used what's left in the fridge so I don't mind creating new recipe with that XD

Wearing apron,maybe I'd make a god housewife? XD

Rolling on the bed before going to sleep.

I'm not sure if I like how I look without makeup more than when I do it.

I don't normally look like this but it looks better since I've just straighten my hair a bit.

I guess that's what about it today,thanks for reading.

Getting serious with life

Well,as you can see,I've been writing about my bf for 2 entries.

You might be bored of it but I think it's just not enough and the time we spent together was so short.Now he's back at USA already.

At least,I'm relieved that he safely landed there XD

Yesterday,we talked on msn and he offer me a drooling offer.

He said that he wanted me to move there with him and he'll pay half of my ticket and apartment.

Of course,I want to accept immediately but it's the matter of my parents.

Like,I've been raising in a traditional Chinese family which is so strict and they won't simply let their daughter to go live with a guy.Even my dad is more modern-headed ,I'm still not sure if he would allow me.

So,I tried asking him last night and he said I could go and visit my bf if I want but he'll go with me and he won't let me stay there for long unless I could prove to him that I'm already an adult.

So,that's why I'm dying to find a job now,I've finished writing my resume but I don't think it's good enough.Anyway,I'll just try sending it to some of the companies first.My mom said I should send it as much as I could so that if they ever contact me back then I can choose the job that fits me the most.Guess I'll be busy doing that for a while and I'll update again if I got one ^ ^

Anyway,here's a pic of me lately.

My cheek looks too puffy lllorz

Just went chilling out with my old friend,Natto.

She's taking a sick leave at her work right now because her wrists ache.

I hope she'll get well soon.

See you next entry ^ ^